200 in depth ?'s

1. If you discovered that you were to die tomorrow, what would you do for
the rest of today?
- I would try to spend as much time with loved ones. I would try to do all
the things I have ever dreamed of doing.

2. If you could, for the good of mankind, reverse one scientific discovery
or development, what would it be?
- The discovery of

3. If you were to sell your soul for one thing, what would you do it for?
- I don't think I would ever sell my soul!

4. If you were to die tomorrow, how would you want to go?
- In a way no one has ever gone before.

5. If you had to honestly rate your own ego on a comparative scale of 1 to
10, with the average human scoring 5, where would you place it?
- 6

6. If you had to remember a time in your life when your own self-esteem was
at its lowest, when would you say it was?
- When a loved one criticizes me because they are the ones you rely on to
make you feel good about yourself.

7. If you were to be accompanied by anyone into the next world, who would
you take?
- I would take that one special someone.. or maybe my bestest.

8. If a good friend asked you to assist them with their suicide, how would
you respond?
- I wouldn't be able to do that. I would try to get my friend help.
Suicide is a big problem now a day's and I would never want to lose a friend
to it, let alone help them with it.

9. If you were to learn that there actually is a Heaven and a Hell, what is
the first thing you'd change in your life?
- In all honesty, I have made many mistakes in my life. If there is a
Heaven and a Hell, I have no clue where I would go. I would just try to
stop making as many mistakes and try to live my life as best as possible.

10. If you had to name the one thing you most regret about your life up to
this point, what would it be?
- Everything in life happens for a reason therefore I try to live without
regrets.

11. If you were to write your own epitaph today, what would it say?
- I would write, remember all the good times we have shared, because those
were some of the best times of my life.

12. If you could be buried or have your ashes spread anywhere on Earth,
where would it be?
- I would want to be buried somewhere beautiful and so alive, with tons of
flowers and tons of trees. If I were to have my ashes spread, I would want
to be spread everywhere they possibly could.

13. If you could undo one thing you've done in your life that has haunted
you with guilt, what would it be?
- At this point nothing, sure I've made so many mistakes, yet those mistakes
make me who I am.

14. If you were to better yourself in one way, how would you do it?
- I would try to do things more for me then for others.

15. If you were asked for proof of your moral fiber, in what way or with
what example would you establish it?
- If I understood this I would actually answer it but I don't.

16. If you could have avoided knowing about one thing during your life, what
would it be, and why?
- There are so many things I know that I wish I didn't and many of those are
things I shall not discuss.

17. If you were to choose one television show to be banned for moral
reasons, which would you pick?
- There are so many shows now a days that are morally wrong and I can't
choose just one off the top of my head.

18. If you had to name the one thing about yourself that would be the most
difficult to change, what would it be?
- My identity, I am who I am and that isn't going to change.

19. If you had to name the one thing about yourself that would be easiest
for you to change but that you never have gotten around to, what would it
be?
- The perspective I have on certain things.

20. If your parents were to confess to you the most shocking thing you can
imagine, what would it be?
- That I really wasn't there child, even though it would explain a lot.

21. If you could teach someone you know one life lesson, who would it be,
and what would they learn?
- I would teach that special someone that it doesn't always have to be about
him, and that I have feelings as well.

22. If you had to name the cause that you believe is the most worthy on the
planet, what would it be?
- In all honesty I don't know what to say to this..

23. If you could have the power to make one person you know tell only the
truth forevermore, whom would you choose?
- Again with that special someone.

24. If you promised to never lie again in your lifetime, in what area would
it be the hardest to uphold the promise?
- With my personal life. I don't like people knowing such personal
questions I choose not to answer.

25. If you had to describe the single most profound experience of your life
so far, what would you say?
- When I met Chad because it was the first time I ever experienced true
love.

26. If you had to name the one experience that strengthened your character
the most so far, what would it be?
- Losing Chad, because I had so many emotions inside of me once he died and
I never knew that I could feel that way.

27. If you were to plan the menu of your last supper, what would it be?
- I would have tacos. I love tacos, and some type of dessert.. preferably
something with chocolate. And I would have to have a Take 5.

28. If you could wear one outfit from your present wardrobe to enter
Paradise in, what would you pick?
- I would want to be comfortable, so probably jeans and a tank top with my
vans.

29. If you could have someone famous read your eulogy, who would you choose?
- This is a hard question being that there are many celebrities I look up
to. I would have to say Shane West though. He is my favorite actor.

30. If someone famous were to unexpectedly show up at your funeral, who
would you want it to be?
- Well being that I am dead, would it really matter?

31. If you could face one of your fears head-on and conquer it, which would
you pick?
- I would tell the guy I like how I feel because I want him to know.

32. If you could change your identity completely, what would the new you be
like?
- I wouldn't really want to change completely. I can't see myself as anyone
other than the person I already am.

33. If you were to name a single thing that can destroy a soul, what would
it be?
- Lies and cheating. That's two things that can tear a person's heart out.

34. If you had to pick the most important value you hold, what would it be?
- There are so many things I have that are highly important to decide on
just one.

35. If you found yourself on a crashing airplane, what thought do you expect
would first come to find?
- What will my friends and family think?

36. If you had to give one example of how your nation shows its moral fiber,
what would it be?
- Through the media.

37. If you were to finish the sentence "My destiny has always been...," how
would it end?
- My destiny has always been in my own hands. I make my own decisions
whether they are wrong or right and only I can create my future.

38. If you were asked where and how you learned to love, what would you say?
- Love is always surrounding me. My family and friends taught me how to
love, and actually falling in love taught me that love is a wonderful
experience.

39. If you could witness a miracle, what would you choose to see?
- I wish I could bring Chad back, or the other ones I have lost.

40. If you were to name the single most painful experience in your life,
what would it be?
- Again, losing Chad. I have never experienced the feeling of truly loving
someone so much that the fact of losing them killed you. Yet, I lost him
and I have never experienced the pain I felt now that he is gone.

41. If you were to name the single most challenging aspect of your life,
what would you say?
- Again with losing Chad, I had to experience feelings I never knew existed
and to me it was a challenge. Controlling my anger and my hatred was the
hardest aspect.

42. If you had to name an ethical role model in your life, who would it be?
- I look up to all those that have any meaning in my life.

43. If you had to name the person you found it most difficult to forgive for
something, who was it, and what for?
- I am the type of person who tries to forgive everyone that has ever hurt
me. Yet, there was a time Chad hurt me and as hard as it was to forgive
him, I knew I had to.

44. If you were to name one thing for which you could never forgive someone,
even a loved one, what would it be?
- If someone lied to me about something. I hate the feeling of being lied
to.

45. If you were to cite an example that defined "trust" for you, what would
it be?
- Honesty, because you can not trust those who are not honest with you.

46. If you could determine the last thing you see before your own death,
what or who would it be?
- I would want to see the person I care about most, the person I love with
all my heart.

47. If you could have one thing said about you by everyone after your death,
what would you want them to say?
- That I was a good person. The people I care about are the most important
things in my life.

48. If you had to name the most difficult thing for you to talk about, what
would it be?
- Chad, even though I love him, it hurts too much to think about. even
though I think about him daily.

49. If you could have one experience before dying that you've never had,
what would it be?
- There are so many things I have never experienced, I have already
experienced true love and that's all I ever wanted to feel.

50. If you had to name your biggest contribution to helping mankind, what
would you say?
- Trying to make the world better.

51. If you had to define the circumstances under which it is ethically right
to lie, what would it be?
- To protect the life or feelings of a loved one.

52. If you had to describe the circumstances under which it would be
ethically proper to break the law, what would you say?
- This is a hard question, because so many laws are broken daily.

53. If you were to define the criteria necessary to justify the taking of
human life, what would they be?
- This is yet another hard question. I don't believe in the taking of
another human life. Murder is murder.

54. If you were to describe your life right now as a hallway with six closed
doors, what signs would you put on the doors that you want to open, and on
the three doors that you want to keep locked.
- The doors I would want open are the future, relationships and happiness.
The doors I would keep closed are the past, failure and that which I can not
say.

55. If you found out today that you are immortal, how would you change your
life?
- I would live life the way I choose to. If I am immortal any mistakes I
make, really wouldn't matter much to me.

56. If aliens were to visit your house and offered to take you with them on
their spaceship but could not guarantee your return, what would you do?
- I wouldn't go with them. As cool as it sounds and what not, I would
rather be here with the people I care about!

57. If you were offered immortality on Earth in exchange for one substantial
thing, what would you be willing to offer?
- I wouldn't no what to give.

58. If you could learn one thing (but only one thing) about your own death
right now, what would you want it to be?
- Did I die happy?

59. If you were to define what true personal freedom is, what would you say?
- Being comfortable in everyday situations. Being in full comfort with
yourself.

60. If you made a very big mistake of some kind, who, of the people you
know, would you confess it to?
- My best friend Shawn.

61. If you could determine one new law to be passed that would address a
moral issue, what would it be?
- There are way too many moral issues I would like to address.

62. If you had to give a one-word answer to the question "Why is life worth
living," what would it be?
- Friends. There what I live for.

63. If you had to select the most important human emotion, which would you
single out?
- Sadness, you can learn a lot about a person who can express themselves,
and cry in front of you.

64. If you had to recall a time in your life when your self-esteem was at
its highest, when would you say it was?
- The whole time I was with Chad. He made me so so happy.

65. If one thing could happen right now that would most effectively boost
your confidence, what would it be?
- Having that one person I like actually care for me the same way.

66. If you were to be reincarnated and could choose your next physical form,
who or what would you come back as?
- If I could be an animal I would be a cow with moose antlers hah. A person
I wouldn't really no. Maybe a dude.

67. If you were to spend eternity as a ghost on Earth, who or what would you
haunt?
- That special someone. He deserves a good scare because he is such a
loser.

68. If you were to name the teacher who had the greatest positive influence
on your character, who would it be?
- Hands down this goes to Mr. Parr. He encouraged me to be so much better
than what I thought I was. He also made me feel as if I could do anything.

69. If you were to name the most difficult thing morally that you could ever
be asked to do, what would it be?
- To kill someone, even though at times I so badly would like to, doesn't
mean I would ever be able to.

70. If you had to relate the most humiliating experience of your life, what
would it be?
- I don't really get humiliated easily, there are times that I do. But I
rather not say over what.

71. If you were to describe the moment of your life when you felt the
proudest of yourself, what would you say?
- I never am proud of myself. I may be excited that I have done something
right, but I'm never proud.

72. If you were to pick the moment of each day that you feel most serene,
when would it be?
- During the night.

73. If you were to pick the moment of the day when you feel most agitated,
when would it be?
- In the morning. I am a night person at heart.

74. If you had to state the most important belief you hold, what would it
be?
- It depends on what you state as a belief.

75. If there was one primary law or principle you lived by, what would you
say it was?
- This is such a hard question because many of the principles I have wanted
to keep may not be kept, therefore why should I spill them out.

76. If you had to cite the worst example of disloyalty or betrayed trust
that you know of, what would it be?
- At the moment, I would say cheating.

77. If you had to name the one thing you care about most in life (other than
another human being), what would it be?
- I would say music. Not only does it make me happy, but I love to sing and
it's something I rely on daily to make that happiness stick.

78. If you could eliminate one source of anger in your life right now, what
would it be?
- My family and some friends.

79. If you were to name the most caring person you have ever known, who
would it be?
- I can not choose just one person. I would have to say my grandma, Chad,
Stephanie, Shawn and Nikki.

80. If you were to describe the physical qualities of Paradise the way you
want it to be, what would it look like?
- It would be bright with lots of color because right now I hate bright
things. I think it would have tons of scenery lots of lakes and ocean,
bright blues and beautiful animals all around.

81. If you could witness one supernatural event, what would you want it to
be?
- Bringing the people I love back to life.

82. If you were to define the term "soul mate," how would you do it?
- Some one who even they aren't perfect, their imperfections are what make
them perfect to you. Some one who even though they may not be what you were
looking for, there that person that you can spend the rest of your life
with.

83. If you were to name your biggest fear, what would you say it is?
- To fall in love yet again!

84. If you were to say there is a person who truly practices what they
preach, who would it be?
- I honestly have no clue whom to say to this one.

85. If you were to name the most important thing in your life right now,
what would it be?
- Music and friends

86. If you were to compare your own soul to that of an animal, what species
would match the best?
- A monkey.

87. If you were to name the most peaceful place in nature that you have ever
seen, where would it be?
- There are two places. As creepy as this may sound or as weird or what not
I love the quietness of graveyards. I also love areas with waterfalls,
where I can just go and think.
88. If you had to make an argument against the idea of destiny, what would
you say?
- Things happen for all different reasons. Whether it was a bad something
or a good something we can not change what is destined to happen.

89. If you were asked what your "mind, body, and soul" meant in your own
life, what would you say?
- My mind is what completes me, my body is the way I express myself, my soul
is the most important and it will always be within me. Its what I try to
let out yet I never will.

90. If there was one thing that you do consistently in order to be accepted
by others, what would you say it was?
- I am who I am. Nobody or anything could ever change that.

91. If you could be the Devil for a day, what would you do?
- I am the Devil. No, I would probably throw a party down in Hell.

92. If you discovered that you had exactly one year/month/week to live, what
would you do, and who is the first person you would tell?
- I would tell my best friend Nikki first, she is the world to me. I would
then proceed to do all the things I have dreamed of doing.

93. If you were to propose that every person in the world do one thing every
day for 15 minutes to better the world, what would you have them do?
- Pray for those they love.

94. If you were to determine the single most important family value, what
would you say it is?
- To stick together through thick and thin because blood is thicker than
water.

95. If you were to tailor Heaven to your needs, what would it be like?
- I wouldn't know where to begin. By the way everyone talks about it Heaven
sounds like a pretty decent place.

96. If you had seven days to create the world, what would you do on each of
those seven days?
- This question will need a long explanation and no offense. but I am not
into those. So I think I would do it the way God did.

97. If you could focus more energy on one part of your life, what would it
be?
- The future, I am way unhappy at the moment I would focus on finding that
one thing that makes me happy.

98. If you had to design your own true Hell, what would it be like?
- I have thought about this question many times. It would be dark and
eerie, with lots of fire, yet the fire wouldn't be such a bad thing. I
think Hell is known for being such a horrible scary place. Yet, I think
that it is just a misunderstood aspect of life.

99. If you were to identify an event where the power of the crowd was truly
inspiring, what would it be?
- Any show I have been to. The crowds are always energetic, oh and the band
I go to see isn't that bad either.

100. If you had to identify the most normal thing about yourself, what would
it be?
- What is normal now a days. No one is normal, we are all ourselves. I am
a weird, crazy teenager who is about to become an adult. I have the same
emotions as everyone else, I have the same hopes and dreams that thousands
of other people have. To me there is no normal, so therefore I don't find
anything about myself to be normal.